Monday, March 31, 2008
Sorry I mean cherry blossoms.
They were pretty and it was a happy day (:
PIKCHAS!
In Your Absence
Not yet summer,
but unseasonable heat
pries open the cherry tree.
It stands there stupefied,
in its sham, pink frills,
dense with early blooming.
Then, as afternoon cools
into more furtive winds,
I look up to see
a blizzard of petals
rushing the sky.
It is only April.
I can’t stop my own life
from hurrying by.
The moon, already pacing.
Labels: Cherry blossoms.
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12:21 AM
Saturday, March 29, 2008
So Sec one was when we were all so very happy go lucky and extremely happy to be in rgs cos it was the OH TOP SCHOOL.
Firstly, I'd just comment on my style of writing and sum it up in one word: gross. And I was looking through (cos someone by the name of atiqabteasri made me post something about secone)
May 20 2005: tiq you're mentioned cos you were helping me with my blog :D
heh tiq you know what i really cant get through all this cos the right side of my head is throbbing so bad it's mad and with all the weird ways of writing in there its hell for me to read it.
(sorry sorry) i'll do it another day kks just remind me again! ><
Read the whole of New Moon today, and for the first half of the book I could completely relate to Bella's experience. Pain and agony I mean, but not to her extent.
And yes the whole too, but I didn't need to use one arm to wrap around my body for fear of it breaking into pieces.
And yesterday I spent a couple of hours putting this snowwhite jigsaw puzzle together cos it made me feel good because after it was done I actually felt like I had accomplished something.
But then it kind of made me think about all those fairytales and how Katie runs around shouting princess princess all the time.
Someone should sue Disney for making every girl believe that they have a prince charming.
&Fairytale endings do not exist in reality;
Neither do fairytales.
Labels: Sec one, snow white and fairytales.
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12:39 AM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
noun
a story told about a past event remembered by the narrator : his reminiscences of his early days in Washington.
• the enjoyable recollection of past events : his story made me smile in reminiscence.
• ( reminiscences) a collection in literary form of incidents and experiences that someone remembers.
• a characteristic of one thing reminding or suggestive of another : his first works are too full of reminiscences of earlier poetry.
Looking back at my past posts (yes I actually went to my archives), I realised a monumental difference in my posts. For one, no matter the amount of stress I was undergoing, you could still sum it up with this :D All those times in school, screwing around and stuffs really made me smile. Referring specifically to September 27 2006 when I was ranting about how I was so stressed I wanted to jump down the building and die (no I am not suicidal not even a bit thank you very much), but that was obviously not going to work because I'm afraid of heights, 'unlike mr mizar's marvelous 'neighbour' who tried committing suicide from the 2nd storey'. I smiled at that.
Further back: September 20 2006. Kayleighwee tried to murder Zhanghao in class (with an eraser) because she and dorcas were aiming for the clock and Zhanghao was standing under it talking to Jingwei. Right before kay threw the eraser Zhanghao actually said this to Jingwei: 'Jingwei, 经过我的观察，我觉得你是属于一个怪人.' (When translated into English, it means 'through my observations, I feel that you are a weirdo' - said to my ex-classmate by my ex-chinese teacher). I laughed real hard at that.
Those were the days, probably the happiest days of my life, (and days that never ended by breaking your heart).
202'06 <3
February 2006: CNY.
I wouldn't exactly call those days the best and the happiest, but at least I was with them.
With people that care and that matter, with people I love.
This photo in my post especially struck me:
It's funny how I told her to not be it, and now I am it.
Ironic.
5 more days til break ends.
And a month since hell froze over.
Labels: The past.
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10:00 PM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Well sorry to let you down but there really isn't anything in my life that is remotely interesting (or lets just put it this way - nothing in my life you want to know about that is remotely interesting). I guess the most interesting I've come across so far is this, something I found on Annie's blog yesterday.
'combined was funny only towards the end. everyone was like half dying from fantasia. ms ku was going through figures M and N and she was trying to pronounce M and N clearly lol cos there was alot of (fake) confusion.
Annie: Ms. Ku what don't you just say M for...
Mich: Michelle! Michelle! M for michelle!
Annie: Yeah! Then N for aNnie!
Strings laughs and cellists go omg.
Ms. Ku (shoots a weird look): A for Annie! E for AnnieeEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Strings starts laughing loudly. Lanabel says something about A, N, E and A & E
Annie: Huh?
Ms. Ku: Ok shhh, if you don't to hear Michelle and Annie again, come in on time!
Then Michelle starts doing it with Ms Ku's name-- Marietta, maRietta, marieTTa, mariettA. omg freaking funny la the way she did it.
Ms. Ku: Let's go from O!
Mich: Oh-oh! (uh-oh)'
Now Mich, wouldn't you say that that was interesting? :D
I would.
And so this is the result of our conversation one fine night at approximately oneam:
HATTIE: 'I don't see why people make such a big deal out of boys wearing whity tighties and not boxers when they reach a certain age. I mean, take professional swimmers as an example. They wear whity tightie looking Speedos and not boxer looking..... trunks. But I guess it is funny to hear that he wears whity tighties and my brother who's only 11 is already wearing boxers.'
Sorry friends you might not get this one but to give hattie credit I had to put it there.
HI HATTIEAHN :D
Okay so I was looking at Celene's profile on facebook and noticed this very familiar quote:
celene: i'm nervous.
xianmin: oh man! dont be!
celene: but i am :(
xianmin: oh..um.......just imagine the audience are all in their underwear!
Come to think of it I actually remember xianmin telling me that when I was going to perform at VCH.
That was .. 2 years ago.
Time flies (even when) you're not having fun.
'October
November
December
4. Waking Up'
she took 4 months.
i might take as long;
or longer.
Labels: quotes
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9:57 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
And as kayleighwee put it: she declares this blog to be dead.
NOT.
SO.
I'm on spring break at my uncle's house in Pennsylvania, in case any of you were wondering why I suddenly had so much time on my hands to spare. There aren't many things I wanna post here (due to the fact that a blog is public and some things are meant to be kept secret and buried forever).
I guess the most important thing now is that I miss you guys back home.
Unbelievable, but it's the first time I've been homesick;
And it's all because it happened.
It changed my entire life,
and as such,
it changed me.
&all I can do now, is let go.
Labels: Let go;
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11:18 PM
