yian(:

2009-01-25T00:22:00.000+08:00

http://www.polyvore.com/

I LIKE THIS WEBSITE ALOT :D :D

Alive! :D

2009-01-15T13:39:00.000+08:00

Hmm I just realised that my blog is really dead.
REALLY DEAD.
Wait that's probably the understatement of the year no kidding.

Its finals week! Or aka shootmeweek.
Which totally explains the logic behind why I decided to revive my blog.

Western thought is killing me omggggg. Theres like so many thinkers to study ahhh! Let me see if i can even remember their names correctly. St. Augustine St. Anselm Aquinas Bacon Descartes Ockham Cusa Becker Easton Luther Calvin Paine Jefferson Rousseau Schopenhauer Hegel Kant Marx Nietszche Ortega Nouy Quinnett.
Yeah thats it.
Not alot, not alot at all! More like;

Death by a million small cuts/
Life measured out in tiny spoonfuls.

But it's all good, because today I will stay alive. Because of everyone back home and gang&plan OPA! :D

Though the rose may wither, it shall one day bloom again.

Snowflakes.

2008-10-29T01:52:00.000+08:00

The first snowflakes gently floated down
Just a moment, and then they were gone
Gone, like you were gone.

Casting

2008-10-12T20:22:00.000+08:00

Never cast about at random, for it is usually done purposefully, though it is unseen.
Usually when we are casting, we are extending hope.
Every cast is an extension of hope, an unseen reality in which we believe to be there, but may not be there.
However, when we realize that they are unseen, we stop casting.
And that extension of hope flies away, like a wisp of straw.

D2.

It ended before it even began.

2008-07-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

Apologise - One Republic ft. Timbaland

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late.

&it always ends in tears.

People always leave, remember?

Updates.

2008-06-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOONY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVA! (:

<3

Thanks for the movie today arnie! I really enjoyed myself! :D Seriously though, that guy is as dumb as my dad :O

Sometimes, life surprises you with the best of gifts, even when everything seems bad.
I have fallen.

PianoArts pikchas! (:

Party at Sue's house! :D

Me, Amy & Choo choo! (:

<3!

(:/):

2008-06-25T11:35:00.002+08:00

Ni hen cuh ai(!) Yes you, really. Not me, no. I miss you.
Mister 13/14, <3.

TWO REPLIES! :D

If you ain't here I just cant breathe.

People always leave.

2008-06-25T03:33:00.000+08:00

I HATE it when people leave.
I never want(ed) this night to end.
But it did, 2h ago, when you left.

So give me a solution, cos we got a big problem here. It was only three days, oh you lady's man you really know how don't you. Actually come to think of it, no. It's just you. And THATS my big problem here.

YOU BETTER REPLY MY EMAIL YOU DOUCHEBAG. (Just kidding <3)

Dont be a stranger, bulaien.
Dont be like the others.

Wake up, it's time to face up to reality.

2008-06-23T23:16:00.000+08:00

Life is a bitch, you know that?
That's all I have to say.

Make it another two weeks, and I might, oh you lady's man.
Just when something makes you happy, its over and you have to go.
One more day.

People always leave.
Remember?

The caged bird does not sing.

2008-06-19T07:12:00.003+08:00

WHERE IS THE FRIGGIN CAR I WANNA GO OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT :O
Stupid US of A. They seriously need to think about public transport. Not everyone has a car to spare you know Mr. President.
I NEED TO GET OUT FROM HERE LIKE NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW Damn it.

If my aunt comes back with that dood at 830 I am going to be a very pissed person indeed.
Like sheriousry where is the goddamnedfreakingcarwhatthehellmannnnnn.

F.M.L.

I felt every ounce of me, screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me.

Welcome to my life.

2008-06-18T07:38:00.002+08:00

I declare Cosco a failure.
No One Tree Hill.
No The OC.
No Gossip Girls (no that wasnt for me).
No Gilmore Girls.
No Grey's anatomy.

&all they had was Boston something Desperate houswives Ugly Betty and Prison Break. And some other lame ass tv shows. THEY HAD THEM IN MARCH WTF IM SO PISSED. The cherry topping to a beautiful day dont you think so?

F.M.L.

Fairytales in hell.

2008-06-16T03:05:00.002+08:00

One day, a genie appeared in front of me and granted me one wish.
So I wished for all the goddamned freaking pianos on the planet to be smashed.

If only fairytales existed.
But then again the other proabable solution is to sue Walt Disney.

FUCKMYLIFE.

2008-06-10T13:43:00.002+08:00

HA ARNIE I AM VERY HONOURED INDEED TO HAVE A SINGLE POST ALL TO MYSELF (:
Yes yesterday was fun right omg when I closed the door she was like does your mouth hurt hahaha. I mean there were so many things to catch up on! Like coughcough some people who've taken extra measures to make themselves look absolutely disgusting, and others.

AND WE ARE SO HAVING A CELLO PARTY WHEN I COME BACK OMG.
PARTAYYYEEE.

OKAY I NEED TO BOARD NOW.
FOR FREAKING DETROIT.

Catching up.

2008-06-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

After reading rach's post about how many people have forsaken their blogs I have to admit that I am definitely one that is guilty. And I most definitely agree with her - you're never going to find me saying 'Yet another post about what I have accomplished today in my Very Very Very interesting life'.

Some accomplishments lately:
1. My best friend is not as bad now
2. Piano still drives me nuts
3. Let it go; everything in the past, just let it go.
4. Found a friend again, someone I lost; I've missed you.

&Take a breath.

Fire and Ice.

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favour fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice

-Robert Frost

Cherry blossoms in D.C!

2008-03-31T00:21:00.000+08:00

We drove to Washington DC today to look at cherry trees!
Sorry I mean cherry blossoms.
They were pretty and it was a happy day (:

PIKCHAS!

In Your Absence
Not yet summer,
 but unseasonable heat 
pries open the cherry tree.

It stands there stupefied,
 in its sham, pink frills, 
dense with early blooming.

Then, as afternoon cools 
into more furtive winds, 
I look up to see 
a blizzard of petals
 rushing the sky.

It is only April.
 I can’t stop my own life 
from hurrying by. 
The moon, already pacing.

SEC ONE.

2008-03-29T00:39:00.000+08:00

HI TIQ FINE I'M GONNA POST ABOUT SEC ONE COS YOU REQUESTED HURHUR.
So Sec one was when we were all so very happy go lucky and extremely happy to be in rgs cos it was the OH TOP SCHOOL.
Firstly, I'd just comment on my style of writing and sum it up in one word: gross. And I was looking through (cos someone by the name of atiqabteasri made me post something about secone)

May 20 2005: tiq you're mentioned cos you were helping me with my blog :D
heh tiq you know what i really cant get through all this cos the right side of my head is throbbing so bad it's mad and with all the weird ways of writing in there its hell for me to read it.
(sorry sorry) i'll do it another day kks just remind me again! ><

Read the whole of New Moon today, and for the first half of the book I could completely relate to Bella's experience. Pain and agony I mean, but not to her extent.
And yes the whole too, but I didn't need to use one arm to wrap around my body for fear of it breaking into pieces.

And yesterday I spent a couple of hours putting this snowwhite jigsaw puzzle together cos it made me feel good because after it was done I actually felt like I had accomplished something.

But then it kind of made me think about all those fairytales and how Katie runs around shouting princess princess all the time.

Someone should sue Disney for making every girl believe that they have a prince charming.
&Fairytale endings do not exist in reality;
Neither do fairytales.

Reminiscence.

2008-03-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

reminiscence |ˌreməˈnisəns|
noun
a story told about a past event remembered by the narrator : his reminiscences of his early days in Washington.
• the enjoyable recollection of past events : his story made me smile in reminiscence.
• ( reminiscences) a collection in literary form of incidents and experiences that someone remembers.
• a characteristic of one thing reminding or suggestive of another : his first works are too full of reminiscences of earlier poetry.

Looking back at my past posts (yes I actually went to my archives), I realised a monumental difference in my posts. For one, no matter the amount of stress I was undergoing, you could still sum it up with this :D All those times in school, screwing around and stuffs really made me smile. Referring specifically to September 27 2006 when I was ranting about how I was so stressed I wanted to jump down the building and die (no I am not suicidal not even a bit thank you very much), but that was obviously not going to work because I'm afraid of heights, 'unlike mr mizar's marvelous 'neighbour' who tried committing suicide from the 2nd storey'. I smiled at that.

Further back: September 20 2006. Kayleighwee tried to murder Zhanghao in class (with an eraser) because she and dorcas were aiming for the clock and Zhanghao was standing under it talking to Jingwei. Right before kay threw the eraser Zhanghao actually said this to Jingwei: 'Jingwei, 经过我的观察，我觉得你是属于一个怪人.' (When translated into English, it means 'through my observations, I feel that you are a weirdo' - said to my ex-classmate by my ex-chinese teacher). I laughed real hard at that.

Those were the days, probably the happiest days of my life, (and days that never ended by breaking your heart).
202'06 <3

February 2006: CNY.
I wouldn't exactly call those days the best and the happiest, but at least I was with them.
With people that care and that matter, with people I love.
This photo in my post especially struck me:

It's funny how I told her to not be it, and now I am it.
Ironic.

5 more days til break ends.
And a month since hell froze over.

Mope.

2008-03-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

So someone on my tagboard requested that I blog about something more interesting.
Well sorry to let you down but there really isn't anything in my life that is remotely interesting (or lets just put it this way - nothing in my life you want to know about that is remotely interesting). I guess the most interesting I've come across so far is this, something I found on Annie's blog yesterday.

'combined was funny only towards the end. everyone was like half dying from fantasia. ms ku was going through figures M and N and she was trying to pronounce M and N clearly lol cos there was alot of (fake) confusion.

Annie: Ms. Ku what don't you just say M for...
Mich: Michelle! Michelle! M for michelle!
Annie: Yeah! Then N for aNnie!
Strings laughs and cellists go omg.
Ms. Ku (shoots a weird look): A for Annie! E for AnnieeEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Strings starts laughing loudly. Lanabel says something about A, N, E and A & E
Annie: Huh?
Ms. Ku: Ok shhh, if you don't to hear Michelle and Annie again, come in on time!

Then Michelle starts doing it with Ms Ku's name-- Marietta, maRietta, marieTTa, mariettA. omg freaking funny la the way she did it.

Ms. Ku: Let's go from O!
Mich: Oh-oh! (uh-oh)'

Now Mich, wouldn't you say that that was interesting? :D
I would.

And so this is the result of our conversation one fine night at approximately oneam:
HATTIE: 'I don't see why people make such a big deal out of boys wearing whity tighties and not boxers when they reach a certain age. I mean, take professional swimmers as an example. They wear whity tightie looking Speedos and not boxer looking..... trunks. But I guess it is funny to hear that he wears whity tighties and my brother who's only 11 is already wearing boxers.'

Sorry friends you might not get this one but to give hattie credit I had to put it there.
HI HATTIEAHN :D

Okay so I was looking at Celene's profile on facebook and noticed this very familiar quote:
celene: i'm nervous.
xianmin: oh man! dont be!
celene: but i am :(
xianmin: oh..um.......just imagine the audience are all in their underwear!
Come to think of it I actually remember xianmin telling me that when I was going to perform at VCH.
That was .. 2 years ago.

Time flies (even when) you're not having fun.

'October

November

December

4. Waking Up'

she took 4 months.
i might take as long;

or longer.

2008-03-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

Hello strangers. It's been 7 months since I thought that it was high time to update.
And as kayleighwee put it: she declares this blog to be dead.
NOT.

SO.

I'm on spring break at my uncle's house in Pennsylvania, in case any of you were wondering why I suddenly had so much time on my hands to spare. There aren't many things I wanna post here (due to the fact that a blog is public and some things are meant to be kept secret and buried forever).

I guess the most important thing now is that I miss you guys back home.
Unbelievable, but it's the first time I've been homesick;
And it's all because it happened.
It changed my entire life,
and as such,
it changed me.

&all I can do now, is let go.

2007-09-05T01:47:00.000+08:00

omg its like 147am and i just finished DINNER. if i continue at this rate im gonna be keiraknightly numbertwo. oh wait sorry i meant chop off like 25cm yea. so what have i been doing you ask me? firstly today the whole day we've been shopping for necessities like hairdrier and dustbins and whatnots. and my legs are friggin tired i swear they shrunk another cm wth. and then we went to interlochen for registration then we like practically 'moved in' and unpacked all the suitcases and carton boxes and cleaned the damn place which was so filthy and gross and ew. and yea you get the point. and all those friggin piano books la OHMYGAWD. like my arms are friggin tired too they're gonna drop off tmr yayy. then i can come home alr woohoo. okay nvm thats just like bull.

EE MY DAD IS WEARING MY MUMS JACKET THAT IS SO GAYY. okayokay back to the point.
so therefore i took pikchass of what it looks like AFTER the mega makeover okay not mega minor.
yayy. i am damn tired so i shall go to sleep.
toodles (:

2007-09-04T00:23:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE MY FIRST OFFICIAL DAY AWAY FROM HOME AND IT IS VERY VERY DEPRESSING I ASSURE YOU.
AND.

PLEASE GO TO www.welovepanyian.blogspot.com (dont wry its not me who created it).
THANK YOU CELESTINELIM AND GANG!
panyian loves you all forever and ever.
<3

2007-09-01T09:43:00.001+08:00

gawd friggin stop crying NOW.
damnit.

2007-08-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

ohmygawd i still cant believe i actually cried omg. ahhhh.
anw IN A NUTSHELL: like after celebrations (ALL HAIL TEACHERS OF RGS ESPECIALLY THE GUY TEACHERS OMGG) i went to pacific plaza then walked to forum to buy flowers from toysrus then walked back to mrt took train to j8 ate lunch with eileen and weilin waited for jo and lyd then we went to take a photo then went to kodak to print to put in the very cute toy thing they bought me (LOVE YOU GUYS) whereas i walked to ri to meet hh and to pass him the flowers. and we were like talking about the old days lahh quite funny actually. after all we've known each other for 9 years omg. i feel old.

BREATHE.

then they very champ cos no bus so we WALKED to marymount yes friggin WALKED like as if i didnt walk enough lahh wth. then when we finally reached there we went to see gu lao shi and then me and lyd first waited for like um lets see 10billion years before we FINALLY got a taxi then it jammed like nobodys business before plaza sing there lahh walao.

RENDEZVOUSHOTEL.

no rendezvous no worries. then i took train from dobyghaut to orchard then my hp damn smart conked out. freaking funny lahh i used youknowwhos phone to call xuanwei then she thought was like my pri sch friend's phone so she called back LOL. and yea couldnt find them and stuffs but still found them in the end!
YAYY LOVE YOU JOKIMXUANWEIZOOGIE! (the zookeeper, if you're really that deep :D)

oogies photos! haha yayy we learned to self time the cam woohoohoo.

HAHA JO! <3

2007-08-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

IT'S FAT, COS IT'S FULL OF LOVE!
HAPPYTHREEMONTHS LOVE.
190507;
te amo, je'taime, [watchmacallit in german :D]

2007-08-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

FIRST <3 meltmeltmelt woohoohoo.
went out with celene and xiannie today!
WE SAT AT STARBUCKS AND TOLD JOKES! AND WENT TO THE DECK THERE TO TAKE PICS!

but the day had to be ruined, as usual. despite the fact that i reached home before yeye nainai and despite the fact that i ran all the way from the mrt station back home. but banning me from seeing anyone is too much for me to handle, how long more do i have in singapore? foochuanhong had the courtesy to tell me 18days on friendster.

in simple terms, its called house arrest;

2007-08-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

NONONONONONO.
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE DONT TAKE MY PHONE!!!
god save my soul.
god have mercy.
god save my soul.
god have mercy.
god save my soul.
god have mercy.

helppppp ): ): ):
DONTTAKEMYPHONEDANGAHHHH,

2007-08-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

2007-08-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

YAYY TODAY WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN FUN!
like after celebrations we went to watch simpsons! and ice kachang and kopitiam (: then moony and zoogie (SORRYSORRY I AM VERY SORRY!) at first moony said be at dhoby gaut in 9 minutes then in the end i reached there 90mins+++ see im such an asshole AHHHH. im mega mega sorry moony and zoogie you all like had to pay 2bucks more! SORRYSORRYSORRY!

then we had cello party! so fun yayy. our section owns! and we pwn you. RGSCELLISTSPWNMYASS. :D <3

ELLE-OHH-VEE-EEE.
im prepared to testify, if loving you with all my heart is a crime, then i'm guilty.
LOVE.

2007-07-28T16:51:00.000+08:00

LOVE IS WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY;
AND
LOVE IS WHAT KEEPS YOU GOING.

I DO.

2007-07-28T15:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO MISTER MIZAR, DONT YOU LOOK FINE TODAY :D

hello you indian girl with the big big eyes (:

violet jo me xiannie!

poogie and zoogie xD

BULLY YOUR SENIOR LAHH WALAO AMANDATAI!

zaff the dino (:

mifoniaaaa :D

supermannnn!

rach!

puapua is the love.

xin. pua. er.

aussie choir guys!

HUG ME. <3!

reach for the skyyyy.

kaycarol.

kathy how DARE you be taller than me! :D

jolenetanjingwennnnnnnnnnnn.

boobestie<3 for once im not that short (:

amandachin!

arthiy kay celeste.

WOOHOOHOO NICE HAT.

carol and jo!

2007-07-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

oh maan we're so naughty!

2007-07-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

RHD WAS A SMASH.

go check out 306's vid! damn cool their dance rocks lahh.
went to the cathay after rhd and watched harrypotterandtheorderofthephoenix. yes i now the movie sucks BUT the company rocked. like bigtimemega.

you know what i mean;
i love you baby.

PICS ANOTHER TIME PEOPLE.

2007-07-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

first day im going to sleep in my own room
aint that phenomenal.

and the first day i actually went out!
how deprived.
hawhaw.

2007-07-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

PIZZICATO 07! LOVELOVELOVELOVE.
RGS CELLISTS PWN MY ASS BIG TIME MAN.

I LOVE:
1. michellesohyenglin
2. mifoniaquah
3. joellynhengluleng
4. kathychuwengyan
5. arniezengjingyin
6. amandatai
7. penelopeannng

AND.
the people who came!
1. kayleighnoweleenweesuhui; THANKS FOR THE SUNFLOWER!
2. racheltanhuiyi; THANKS FOR THE SUNFLOWER TOO!
3. deborahyuenhuiqi; THANKS FOR COMING AND GRINNING AT ME DWEEBIEDEEDWEEBIEDOO.
4. atiqabteasri
5. violetlee
6. leexianmin
7. hoonyishyuan
8. kimberleyyipkaixin
9. carolynlesmana
10. munirahbtemydin; DUDE YOU OWE ME MONAYYYY MAN. :D :D
11. felicialimting
12. readonteh; THANKS FOR COMING AND FOR THE SUNFLOWER! i know who you are now mistermysteriousteh xD
13. jont
14. kelvinkoa (and company)
15. onghiokhong and you know who.
16. pamelachanxinyi
17. shaunasim
18. NERISAAASSUDANI; THANKS FOR THE SUN!
19. SHENWANQIN; THANKS FOR THE SUN TOO!
20. SHERMINGOH; THANKS FOR THE SUN TOO!
21. FANFAN; THANKS FOR THE SUN TOO!
22. LIMZHIYING; THANKS FOR RUSHING DOWN AFTER COUNCIL!
23. vivanlee
24. mandrelee
25. DAWNWONG; THANKS FOR COMING! we miss you as chair (:
26. chenyihui (hope i got your surname right!)
27. leongxinyi

i think thats it. if i rmr anymore i shall put up tmr! anywayy.
RGSCELLISTSPWNMYASS. BIGTIME.
AND PIZZICATO 07 IS DA LOVELOVELOVE!

<3333

2007-07-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

little froggie sing a song
singing dancing all day long
croak croak croak
croak croak croak

little froggie sing a song
singing dancing all day long
croak croak croak
croak croak croak

three blind mice three blind mice
see how they run see how they run
they run all over the farmer's wife
who cut off their tails with a carving knife
have you ever seen such a thing in your life
is three blind mice three blind mice

three blind mice three blind mice
see how they run see how they run
they run all over the farmer's wife
who cut off their tails with a carving knife
have you ever seen such a thing in your life
is three blind mice three blind mice

RGSCELLISTSTWOOHOHSEVENPWNSMYASS. <3
I LOVE MY CELLISTS.

2007-07-01T14:51:00.000+08:00

:D :D :D

today was the last day! ): for me i mean. i love this festival im SO COMING BACK NEXT YEAR if i can get to the young artists.
after arie vardi's talk on style rebecca xiaozhe chengfenggege larry mudi jannie and i went to potbelly to eat dinner and chengfenggege was so sweet lahh he treated me to dinner! cos my parents treated him and he said he wanted to pay back >< hes super nice lahh i mean you look at him and you think hes like hmm 20? BUT. kks i shall not disclose his age haha later he might kill me LOL.

then after john o' conor's concert was like mega photo kodak session! (as dr.ungar calls it). i shant say much except that ge is still extremely nice and i love pluto. really. OH WE WENT OUT WITH HIM FOR LUNCH! (like my parents and i and him) and hes DAMN DAMN NICE CAN.

kks PICSPICPICSPICSPICS!

me and yejin!

ME AND MY BUDDY (:

yejin!

CHENGFENGGEGE.

mi-eun!

EYY LOOK LARRY!

Jannie Min Hwan Jun Jacklyn (:

huangruoyu THEPIANOMASTER rebecca

chengfenggege mrs poon!

GEXIAOZHE! :D

Francois (fronswuaaa) Aysedeniz (aishedeniz) Rebecca Mudi ><

Deniz Rebecca LOVE! <3

AND NOW FOR THE GUY WHO LOOKS LIKE AUSTINPEHJIEREN. i mean he doesnt look THAT alike in this photo BUT. he looks like austin he talks like austin he acts like austin hes a thinner-pro-piano-xerox copy of austin. sorry austin but this guy is PRO. unlike you :D :D just kidding (:

KaJeng Mudi

PIANOTEXAS2007ISTHELOVE; <3!

2007-06-30T14:09:00.000+08:00

I LOVE PLUTO.
REALLY.

one more day only! this is good and bad at the same time. i think you know what i mean.
PLUTO ROCKS.
EVERYONE AGREES WITH ME.
<3.

2007-06-29T14:09:00.000+08:00

baddaybadday. screw them lahh. i mean it not rebecca's fault its just the way it is i guess. im still COPING. and kayleighwee you better not breathe a word to anyone or else you're mega screwed. YOU HEAR ME.

so. i shall talk about the happier part of today, which was after the young artist recital. we all met in the conference room for some 'compulsory meeting' which turned out to be a birthday celebration for anna bulkina and baitianyi. and then when i thought everyone was gonna leave soon i smsed dad but then all the chinese sat down and started talking together with yejin and min hwan and vladimir. and rebecca. at first zhangcheng (hes pluto btw) was standing behind my chair and we were all randomly talking when kajeng started spinning mudi's phone then zhang cheng said he pities that phone because they always spin his phone and throw here throw there. then after that he sat down next to me and we started talking until they suddenly put the phone in the middle of the table and spinned. then it pointed at xiaozhe and mudi told him to go tap dr ungar's shoulder THEN i realised it was truth or dare. then after he successfully tapped drungar's shoulder and 'oh sry i didnt mean to' mudi made kajeng go touch mrs poon's skirt. this was DAMN DAMN DAMN funny okay.

he walked there then hahahaha then turn around then breathe breathe and walk there and hahahahaha again then all of us were dying with laughter omg. and when he finally decided to pluck up the courage to go there he walked there and mrs poon turned and said yes kajeng what do you want. GOD. it was SO FUNNY.

okay i'll continue tmr no time alr (:

2007-06-28T13:43:00.000+08:00

god save my soul.
dont tear it anymore than you have.

2007-06-26T14:30:00.000+08:00

god. save me.
babyy i need you; and go check your mail.

2007-06-24T15:00:00.000+08:00

2007-06-24T14:56:00.000+08:00

PAUL MCCARTNEY - THIS NEVER HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE

I'm very sure, this never happened to me before
I met you and now I'm sure
This never happened before

Now I see, this is the way it's supposed to be
I met you and now I see
This is the way it should be

This is the way it should be, for lovers
They shouldn't go it alone
It's not so good when your on your own

So come to me, now we can be what we want to be
I love you and now I see
This is the way it should be
This is the way it should be

This is the way it should be, for lovers
They shouldn't go it alone
It's not so good when your on your own

I'm very sure, this never happened to me before
I met you and now I'm sure
This never happened before (This never happened before)
This never happened before (This never happened before)
This never happened before (This never happened before)
This never happened before

2007-06-22T14:00:00.000+08:00

OH MICH.
KEN MIURA VIEWED ME ON FRIENDSTER.
THEN I GAVE HIM A COMMENT THEN SAID HELLO MICHELLE'S EX LOVER. :D :D :D
THEN HE GAVE ME A MESSAGE THAT GOES LIKE THIS:

ken wrote: haha, i guess you were in her sec 1 class?
yian wrote: sec 1 sec 2 both in cello section in strings both in mep shes my mums cello student and shes my best friend. yea thats about it (:
ken wrote: lol..no wonder. anyway, im so not gonna accept ur that comment!(;
yian wrote: its damn bloody true lahh dont deny can please. and i said EX. oh no wait no wonder its NOT EX RIGHT :D haahaha. GO ACCEPT :D
ken wrote: no i wont! haha..it was ex la

AND I'LL TELL YOU MY REPLY WHEN HE REPLIES (:

2007-06-22T13:59:00.000+08:00

i swear im in love with the 2 shenzhen guys lahh when they play piano they're damn cute! (okay im in no position to say they're cute but still.)

and i love they're playing man it just makes you fall in love with music. (until the point where you have to go prac again).
and he looks damn goofy and damn cute.
this is what he looks like (okay not THAT goofy but still quite cute).
http://disney.go.com/characters/mickey/html/meet/pluto.html

and.
REPLYING TAGS.
arnie: i cannot say oh my koala cos then his bloody ego will swell and that is not good because i told him then hes never gonna get any girl to go out with him HA. nanannypoopoo to you kelvinkoa.

mich: hello bestie how are you ! and hos strings! and hows your mep compo! sry i keep forgetting to help you compose! you still need? (:

penny: i KNOW jo has a dash-dot-dash face we've established that fact a long time ago right! and how strings and our hoy piece and mr song! okay show me the pics! (im missing out on all the fun danggggg. i wanna come backkkk!)
PRAC MORE OKAY. if not you all will die in the last 9 days AND we dont want mskhoo to say we're doing last minute work even though i know its my fault im away BUT. PRACPRACPRACPRAC PLEASE! <3

jo: you do have a dash-dot-dash face okay! we established that a long time ago :D really. dont punch me okay if you still want a birthday present (: YOU OWE ME MINE BTW. just kidding ><

lovelove.

2007-06-18T11:43:00.000+08:00

today was funfun!
we went to ripley's believe it or not museum and louis tussad's wax musuem! damn cool and damn fun kks. many many chio ppl there. like my big brother peter pan :D:D and my idol georgewbush. ANDANDANDAND

HARRYPOTTERRONALDWEASLEYHERMOINEGRANGER OMGOMGOMGOMG!

i swear now i love you luis tussad whoever you are and if you're related to madam tussad but whatever.

then we went shopping at premium outlets in allen again cos i need navy blue pants/skirts for interlochen and then there wa thi petite sophisticate shop that had these pants going for 50% so in the end i bought 3 my mum bought 3 -.- and then damn pissing lahh i wanted to go into samsonite to buy that thingy for kay then we reached the store like 1 min after 6 and the bloody girl shut the door in our face and said sry we're closed.

BULLFISH.

2007-06-17T14:08:00.000+08:00

i love paulbaduraskoda!
(hes 80 btw; turned 80 today)
and his playing is just so beautiful. he played waldstein! (suans you arnie)

and god this world is so friggin small.

2007-06-14T14:17:00.000+08:00

oh and this post is specially dedicated to misterkelvinkoa aka the koala bear:

hello misterkoa i just wanted to say thank you for being the messenger that is extremely nice and sweet of you and i promise i wont call you a dumbdumb anymore you smarty :D

thank you!
long live koalas and long live eucalyptus trees.

2007-06-14T14:15:00.000+08:00

omg today was like the first day i actually didnt feel like an outcast cos i had rebecca to go around with!
and i swear jose is so funny omg. HOSAYY. from costa rica! and vladimir is like the funniest guy ever lahh omg. hes russian (duh).

and its not even been a week and there are alr so many scandals omg! (poor rebecca).
and nothing to do with me okay just to clarify.

2007-06-11T14:10:00.000+08:00

mega shopping spree! and my piano is so screwed. bloody friggin screwed. no time to prac! the recital howhowhowhow and the lesson howhowhow!

HOWNOWBROWNCOW. die.

yayy i love levi's. but i hate my legs they're too friggin short all the jeans i buy must cut off like dunno how much. rahhhh.

2007-06-07T16:26:00.000+08:00

DAY ONE AT PIANO TEXAS FESTIVAL THING.

basically, our hotel screwed up and three of us had to squeeze in one twin bed which obviously was not gonna happen so i think my dad ended up not sleeping. then we went hotel hunting and then we went for orientation which was okay but weird cos everyone is like so old (the age limit is all the way up to 28 so im like the puny shit there). and then we went with the 'young artists' to madama butterfly at the bass performing centre (think thats what its called). madama buttefly is opera btw, and it was cool except that all 3 of us turned into popsicles.

texas is EXTREMELY HOT AND STUFFY BTW. and worse than singapore.
and im home sick! bahh.

and from tmr onwards everyday is 11am and 3pm masterclass, with recitals on some days concert on others and i also have to bloody perform wattheshit that was SO NOT PLANNED. so now i have to prac my ass off again to prove im not some 15year old loser. screw piano.

i wanna go home ):
ps. all usa times, 13h difference backwards.

2007-06-04T17:33:00.000+08:00

yayy beijing concert is over, die prokofiev die. oh no wait hes already dead but still. so basically in the morning after i got up we went to 北京中国音乐学院 to prac 3h and my pinkie died a very horrible death. (it's still dead btw). then my mum said 临阵磨枪 obviously doesnt work. like duh i know man but i've only played this piece for a month so like will you shut.

then we ate lunch until 3, and my dad was surprised even the small roadside restaurants had fabulous veggies and even 水煮鱼! omg damn nice! and therefore me and my dad ate like almost the whole thing and felt so bloated we couldnt even walk out the door. then we came back and i took a nap before the rehearsal yea.

then concert was okay. talked to curtiswangke for like the whole night cos he like cant really speak chinese since hes abit shy but he can like understand. so yea and saw 小培 again yayy. she hasnt grown and neither have i. rawr.

kks toodles.

2007-06-01T17:56:00.000+08:00

and when nobody was looking, those tears flowed freely and endlessly;

It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, Don't cry, Don't cry

2007-05-31T14:11:00.000+08:00

i went out with amanda! (low) to far east! we ate at the ramen place and sat there talking for damn long until the waitress came over and said 'can i clear this for you? would you like to order anything else?' oh and that place super dumbdumb one they dont serve water IM SURE LAHH PLS.

then afterwards we like went shopping in far east and we found paperpeople! the shop that sells prettyprettypretty notebooks and stuffs! damn chio! so amanda bought one and i bought one too (: btw they have pwettaye ribbons too :D then later amanda bought a cute black mirror thingy and i bought JACK! the wallet i mean. like yayy im so in love with jack dont you think hes hot i think hes hot (dont get jealous you ><).

AND. i went to lido to find. at the top near long johns and we just sat and talked. like 245-4 yea. its called ptt. dont ask what it stands for. <3.

and i agree with you. it sucks. and i know its my fault too.

2007-05-30T10:37:00.000+08:00

It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves;

-William Shakespeare-

2007-05-28T03:23:00.000+08:00

sorry i havent been updating: I SHALL REPLY LONG OVERDUE TAGS NOW.

MICHELLETEOXIANGRONG aka minerva: hellohellohello long time no see you cuckoobird. we SO NEED TO GET TOGETHER. btw im gg overseas to study in august so yes i know you will miss me. CLASS GATHERINGGGGG!

xiner: HAHA XINER WE'VE HAD SO MUCH FUN THESE TWO WEEKS RIGHT! first my bdae then RISE then sethi's bdae HAHA. PEEOHKAYOHKAY! <3

laura: thanks so much for remembering! <33

annie: thanks arnie :D and thanks again (and to your good friend jonlim the sane one) for arranging our cello jumper! DONTGETMAD,GETRGSCELLSTS :D <3

willy: thanks for the super cute soft toys and the nice nice nice bdae booklet you wrote for me! DONT MISS ME KKS. i'll still provide you with your songs so you can continue providing val soh haha <3 PEEOHKAYOHKAYISTHELOVE.

lulu: thanks lulu! and PANYIAN SENDS LOVE TOO <3 10205!

penny: hello penny thanks for the jordibookie and the lovely orange mug! <3 RGSCELLISTSPWNMYASS.

amos: you're most welcome but SERIOUSLY STOP SHAKING YOUR HEAD. and im not coming for 5 weeks after today so GO SHAKE AT JONATHAN DONT SHAKE AT ME YOU NINNY.

becky: HAHA HELLO CUZZINNN. havent seen you in eons! WHEN ARE OYU COMING TO SINGAPORE MAN! im like going to usa to study alr you ninny!

mich: yes lahh i told you i will! and go practice your beautiful phrase for the hoy piece okay. DONT DISAPPOINT ME. :D <3youbestie.

phew. taggies replied toodles.

2007-05-27T13:22:00.000+08:00

POTC AT WORLD'S END.
CINELEISURE.
jack sparrow is damn hot man and missus chang is so hot my heart melted.

{cosourhandsfitliketwohalvesofalocket;
andhesaid,yourhandsareverysoft;}

2007-05-05T14:15:00.000+08:00

SUCKINGTOOHARDONYOURLOLLIPOPLOVE'SGONNAGETYOUDOWN<3>

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11 DAYS COUNTDOWN; 6 DAYS TO FREEDOM.

2007-05-01T13:10:00.000+08:00

oh and for some people with ginormousglutiousmaximuses, i changed something. and no offence but my best value is that HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY. therefore i speak the truth and only the truth. and im sorry if you dont like it, its a fact.

2007-05-01T13:06:00.000+08:00

oh craps i just realised i havent finished blogging about interlochen yet.
and i shant cos theres no more mood left.
all i can say is that i feel that its a million times better than you know what EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT I HAVE SO MANY MANY MANY EXTREMELY GOOD FRIENDS HERE THAT ITS HEARTBREAKING. seriously.

anw today in class was damn funny mrs miller came late then we borrowed abit of dweebie's hard clay thingum to mould around (like the two art pro ninnys on my left suanned us like shit but the rose and the little peepole were damn cute!) :D ya so basically we were fooling around and making a hell of noise in class as usual. and destressing abit. like SKINNY NINNY I KEEP HEARING YOUR FRIGGIN VOICE IN MY HEAD NOW CAN WATTHEBLOODYTOOT.

not posting the pics today cant find the friggin wire.

todotoday:
1. mep points, scan for mic. (HAHA THANKS MIC FOR YOUR POINTS! our like damn sim can)
2. sim eq math (which isnt gonna happen i know)
3. reread pygmalion and bloody remember the bloody plotline.
4. summarise chapter on waves.
5. complete yu wen lian xi (2)
6. read one issue of newsweek and check words i dunno. (which reminds me i have to find it first).

ahh jiayoupanyian you can dorit.
AND ALL THE POOR MEP SOULS OUT THERE!
WILLY IM FOREVER WITH YOU OKAY I KNOW YOU'RE STRESSED WITH SCHOOL AND LR!
dont worry been there done that!
<3 size="4">OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM I OWE YOU A PREZZIE TIL AFTER EXAMS OKAY!
I LOVEYOU LOADS! :D

2007-04-28T13:45:00.000+08:00

RECAP:

saturday night 210407 (USA TIME)
arrived at traverse city after flying 7h to tokyo waiting 1.5h flying 10+h to portland waiting for 3+h flying 3+h to minneapolis waiting 3+h flying 1h to traverse city. BAD NEWS. i bloody lost my nano watthefriggintoot. and im still damn pissed aboutit so yea.

well basically. we likeleftthe airport close to 12 and we were in the carpark trying to work BOTH the gps AND our handphones. and BOTH DIDNT FRIGGIN WORK. and the place is so ulu there arent any street lamps. so dad used his 'simulation' gps map and he started driving. then after like half an hour me and mum felt that something was wrong cos the hotel was supposed to be within traverse city and the map was telling us to get onto us31 highway and drive 7 miles. so yea in the end it was me who read the very unclear map and brought us back to the hotel (:

OKAY THE REST SHALL COME TMR I JUST ATTEMPTED 4 MATH WS AND I HAVE PHYSICS REMEDIAL 8.30-9.30 MATH 10.30-12 MATH ONETOONE 12-2.
toodles.

2007-04-21T00:21:00.001+08:00

OH FORGOT TO SAY.

CONGRATS RISE STNICKS NANYANG ACSI!
we feel happy for you so no need to be ego okay mraustinpehjieren.

:D

2007-04-20T23:30:00.001+08:00

SYF07.
rgstrings you all did a smashing job today irregardless of what the final result was.
its not my faul some DRAGGLETAILED GUTTERSNIPE hates my face and hates my parents for no apparent reason, and it was just so unfortunate that he sat on my side, and it was so unfortunate we were sandwiched in between RISE and STNICKS but whatever it was we were spectacular I feel, so different from the last time.

and im really sorry that I broke down really badly and affected everyone else, because I felt really really sad that we weren’t given the gwh DESPITE all our efforts and that even other schools that aren’t that good managed to. but regardless, like kevy says theres no use crying over spilt milk. we’ve done our best and im proud of it. ESPECIALLY THE CELLISTS JO PENNY KATHY AMANDA. learning from scratch and being able to play like you all did today was just an amazing job. and im REALLY PROUD TO BE IN THE SAME SECTION AS YOU ALL! :D <3!>
OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIQ!

2007-04-19T14:01:00.000+08:00

sectionals was okay I guess.
could’ve been a lot better though I think we all know that.
but anyhoos TWO DAYS LEFT!
02 DAYS TO SYF07!

comeoncomeonwecandoit!
<3>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAIRELIJIEJIE! :D

2007-04-18T13:53:00.000+08:00

we've found a matchmake in heaven for michellesohyenglin! (besides mokzile but dont cry mic) :D
and it happens to be our very famous mraustinpehjieren.

BECAUSE.
sohyenglin just cant stop tapping/plucking/swinging her bow or cello/spinning/playing etc. you get my point.
so my mum halfway through rehearsal was like you know i have this student in acsi who just cant shutup then she was like ah you know who? oh yea you all saw him! austinpeh!

so we said ya mic you and him very pei. yayy. now i think shes gonna be heartbroken dont wry mic we'll get your mrsmichellemok title for you (:

03 DAYS TO SYF!
go cellists!
you'repwningmyassrealbad :D
<3!>

2007-04-17T05:38:00.000+08:00

04DAYS.
GO RGSTRINGS!
we'll make you pee in your pants.

:D

RGSCELLISTSPWNMYASS.

2007-04-11T22:25:00.001+08:00

CONCERT@ESPLANADE WAS A SMASH YTD!
mega suanned by mrchang and his friend mr chan.

too lazy to post the pictures another day when im not having headaches.
OH.
and damn the internet.
seriously.

andwhydoihaveafeelingthatitstheactyou'reinterestedin,

I<3rgscellists.>

ps. go to www.bb60thtees.bogspot.com

2007-04-07T15:11:00.000+08:00

DUE TO SOME UNWANTED PEOPLE VIEWING MY BLOG THIS BLOG WILL BECOME RESTRICTED WITHIN A WEEK.

rgscellistsyoupwnmyass.
sectionals was fantabulous today!
prac MOREMOREMORE.
OKAY.
YOU ALL PROMISE ME.

<3rgscellists.>

2007-04-06T12:48:00.000+08:00

CELLO SECTIONALS AT MY HOUSE TMR 6-10PM DINNER PROVIDED.

PRAC BEFORE YOU COME PLEASE!

jiayou cellists and all other stringers we can do it!
and we will not be intimidated by THEM not us!
yayy <3>

2007-04-04T13:58:00.000+08:00

ahh updates on events:

Thursday 050407: lit pt presentation
Monday 090407: math pt due
Tuesday 100407: concourse @ esplanade performance
sometime that week: chem SPA
Friday 200407: SYF! AHH.

17 more days to SYF.

jiayou kimkayshyuanaqi! we can do it man. and we’ll own the obnoxious guy with the bulbous nose. ><
<3!>

2007-03-30T14:35:00.000+08:00

LIT PT!
AHHHH.

aqikaykimshyuan yougogurl! <3>

the leaves fall early this autumn.

[peenut im not being emo! its just lit ><]

2007-03-27T06:47:00.000+08:00

panyian
what
weshouldntbedoingthis
ifyourmaidcomesinwe'resuperscrewed.

><

ORANGE RETAINERS!
yes i lost them on the plane damnit and got screwed damn badly by my parents so yea.
haha too busy staring at the xin lookalike i think (:

so yea. orange retainers + black glittery case = HOT.

:D

2007-03-26T12:12:00.000+08:00

FIRST.

c'était mon premier.
french is so hot.
i <3>
250307

2007-03-16T13:17:00.000+08:00

aha today was shiok!
no piano at all!
lalalallala.
woots!

okay basically we drove like 1.5h to philadelphia today cos xiao pei got into the 2nd round so we like went to settle her there and my mum pei ta from 10 to 3pm and i swear the bloody examiners there are seriously ahem.
like her reporting time was 10.30 and supp to have warm up at 10.45 if im not wrong. then cos 'oh they are running a little late' she went in to prac at 11.30am. shes supp to have 1h warmup time BUT (yes you knew that was coming) at 12.30pm they decided to have lunch! how fascinating. so she had to wait there in the room like dunno what was happening what to do. so my mum is the best lahh she told the guy downstairs her daughter was upstairs and she had to tell her that they decided to have lunch so she went up and the guy was like hey your mum is here then xiao pei was like HUH cos she studies in the china conservatory and her parents live in like some other province whose name just slipped my mind. so yea my mum went in and said to her in chinese im your mum for the time being LOL.

AAANNNDDDD. there was this guy dumb lahh he's like from china but living in canada, then he needed to catch a flight back for a concert but his timing was like very late in the afternoon so his mum asked the admin guy if he could go first after their lunch break but he would go without warm up which technically is like the dumbest thing on earth cos he alr sat there for 2-3h (according to my mum since i wasnt there). SO. then he went in and he came out in 10mins. (other ppl played at least like 25mins so yea). i bet the they were like if you dont take this seriously why should we. or something like that. so yea.

WELL. me and dad went sightseeing in philly! cool man. first we went to the liberty bell centre and that bell is damn cool lahh they stroke it until it cracked damnit lol. so yea. it cracked on george washington's birthday or something i think when they struck it. HA. then damn pissing lahh the parkings are like damn ex my dad was like if he run we can make it for .5h cos halfh is 3.5 us$ 1h is $7 so we ran and ran then i swear usa is damn backward can walao must go to the machine pay then take ticket and drive out. so we parked ther for 32mins. VUNDERFUL!

then we went to Franklin Institute that place is cool! like the entire collection of the KING TUTENKHAMUN (whatever the spelling is) was like in that musuem and the first time it is travelling out of Egypt (i think) so we went lahh. cool stuffs man (: and we watched IMAX mysteries of egypt which we watched before in singapore! and i swear the IMAX looked exactly the same as the one in singapore lahh.

hmm then we went to the king of prussia mall apparently its like the 2nd largest mall in usa or something. damn big and as usual we didnt finish walking around.
so yeaa what a happy day with no peeahhnoo.
:D

2007-03-15T11:26:00.000+08:00

panyianshallstaypositive.
andpanyianshallnotbroodoverit.
andmoveon.
movealong.

2007-03-15T11:07:00.000+08:00

TODAY!
OMGOMGOMGOMG ITS OVER!
BUT THE RESULTS ARE STILL NOT OUT YET SO ITS LIKE DAMN FREAKY.

and the place is like woahwhatthefrigginshitman.
yea.

so yea.
i seriously have nothing more to say except that the people there seem abit the cuckooish and senilish.

oh and.
an astonishing fact!
last year there were 80 ppl and 3 got in.
ding im sure lahh.
whatthetoot.
double-yew-tee-eff!

0.o

2007-03-13T13:12:00.000+08:00

I HEARTS YOU MAN RACHOON!
ILURRBSSEUXXWORXXX.

yesire my archives are out.
finally.
but seriously dont go to the 2005 ones they are damn friggin weird!
dang i cant believe i used to talk like that.
but oh wells ppl grow!

so yea.

THANKS RACH!

ps. now you can see all hail rachoon too! ><

2007-03-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

shit im damn pissed off. internet died and the entire friggin post just when KABOOM. GONE.

okay basically. today went in academy at 11am came out at 8pm. please dont ask me what i did inside i think you know. minus lunch which took like um 45mins i think. bahh damn boring.
and im still damn pissed off my entire friggin post just disappeared!

NEXT TIME I WILL FWIGGIN USE WORD DOC DAMNIT.

anw. just now was damn funny. (it feels weird typing a 2nd time and like ive lost my laughing gas alr). max pushed my dad onto the ground sat on him, then i sat behind max and katie sat in front of max and later shushu sat on my dad too it was damn funny can. i shall transfer pics the day after tmr. hopefully.

so basically. tmrs the last day of chionging before the thingum on wed which is at 10.15am. i mean tts my reporting time lahh. and other details i shall not post this is a public blog i do realised. so tmr is getting up at 8am then chong to the academy until 12 then lunch then comeback and me and xiaopei take turns to prac. sounds like great fun hur.

you wannt be here, i know you do.
good luck to me and pray for me kks.

(:

2007-03-12T12:19:00.000+08:00

AHHH ONE DOWN ONE MORE TO GO!
(okay two if i can get in)

TODAY was concert at the BINNS room at the academy!
me and xiao pei owned the angmohs lahh can. then like i saw all these lao tai tais and lao gong gong (note the singular ><) and they were like ohmygod the last time i saw you was when your uncle and aunt was getting married! and you've grown so tall now! (hahaha i know that sounds impossible but yeaa). and it IS true i mean really the last time i saw the majority of them was like 9 years ago when my uncle and aunt was getting married. now they have two kids, mind you. okay anww. the stupid piano lahh walao got 5 screwedup notes. its either you play and nothing comes out or you play and the sound is damn loud cannot change your touch and tone colour or you play and it goes down and comes up again. meaning. the stupid g# you play once you hear twice. gdjob man. and guess wat brand!

STEINWAY & SONS.

berrywerryfwunnayee.
thats like how katie will say it><

how old are you?
im FWEE!
ONE TWO FWEE!

then you point to your ass and ask her wats that!
PI GOU!
like fart dog.
hotdogs and fartdogs (Y)

and then she will like squeak i have somefeeen foryou.
sometimes the feen doesnt even come out its just i have somefforyou.
MOMMY I WANT A DWINK!

okayy i shall stop blogging about my adorable god sis cum cousin >.<
oh yes.

i will i will myself!
i am tweee! :D

(just in case you were thinking im quoting katie)

2007-03-11T13:03:00.000+08:00

DWEEBIE I SWEAR I BLOODY WANNA SWIM HOME TODAY.
LIKE NOWW.

i was likeplaying xbox with max for hmm lets see, 10mins MAX (how punny) then my mum was like whining in her squeaky voice anan bu ke yi wan you xi shou hui jiang de. then i was like im sure you play game your hands cram. YESS IT WILL SO STOP PLAYING! then i was suit yourself and continued. then she totally shrieked and i just totally stormed upstairs to bathe. like screw off man screw off. then she was too loserly to come up and ask me what i was doing so she sent katie up to call me. loser right. thats what you get in my family. ultimate screwups.

anw tmrs the concert and i seriously hope i dont screwup its damn cold here lahh.

ps. they were playing the riddle you and i at the pennsylvania academy of music like LOL?

2007-03-09T14:44:00.000+08:00

okayy today was baaadd.
and its just the START of all bad dayss.
first off i got dragged out of bed at like 8.30 am and we only left the damn house at like wat 9.45 (?) which means i sat there at the table and stoned. seriously stoned and stared into space. and my uncle scolded my mum for waking me up so early (Y) i hearts me uncle (:

then we went to the conservatory to prac again and at first i thought we'd prac like 10.30-12.30/1pm but we ended up there until 2+ with an EMPTY stomach damnit. so yes i was damn hungry with a damn bad headache and in a damn bad mood. then we had no time to eat a proper lunch cos we had to pick max from school so we ate macdonalds which im not complaining abt cos they have diff food here (:

and i swear the short genes run in the family lahh max is like gg to be 7 and he friggin looks like hes 4 can. we went to his school to pick him up and when the kids were like leaving his two best buddies were helping him with all his stuffs and he was only up to their shoulders haha. wait correction he wasnt even up to their shoulders LOL. so i say it runs in the family not my fault ^^

yea then basically went back to the conservatory practiced for half an hour then i TRIED doing ss but without any success like duh and went back to prac at 4.45-7.15. so if you ppl back home are thinking your life there sucks think again.

ooh i forgot to mention.
its bloody -4dc here and im outta clothes to wear (Y) how nice. im like wearing my mums long sleeve shirt which is damn uber gross so i pulled my tshirt over it. the only one i have yes. and i cant go shopping until after next wed which is the thingum and if i can get into the next thingum it means more prac and one less free day. dont you think this is exciting.

BAHH POPSICLE.

2007-03-08T13:31:00.000+08:00

rightyho basically i arrived in usa (speecifically my uncles house) ytd at like 9pm. so i woke up on tuesday singapore time at 3am and zao to the hospital, took the 6am flight for like abt 6.5h to tokyo, then took another 13h flight to detroit, then another 2h flight domestic to newyork JFK airport, then drove for another 4h before arriving at my uncles house. fun right. damn fun xia.

so we ate dinner and i slept at 1am. usa time. which is umm 2pm singapore time? on a wednesday? okay i have no idea count back 13h i suck at math (Y).

then today i got up (i got dragged out of bed more likely) and ate breakfast and went to the Pennsylvania Academy of Music to prac piano for like 2h before gg to lunch at some cool vietnamese restaurant before coming home and practicing for 1h. then i let xiao pei prac for 1h, then i practiced for another 1h then we had dinner. just in case you were wondering xiao pei is from shandong studying at beijing conservatory and shes having a combined recital with me and also gg for the other thing (kay mic debb you know this) so yea. stupid jet lag lahh i feel like im having a hangover. okay that doesnt make sense but yea.

i hearts max and katie!
i shall put pictures up when i have the time and im not suffering for severe jet laggggg.
OH I FORGOT TO MENTION.
it snowed the ENTIRE DAY TODAY.
like serious snow, that had ginormous snowflakes. woots damn cool man, minus the fact that i cant friggin play piano with a jumper on so i took off my jumper rolled up my long sleeves and turned into a nice big fat popsicle.

POPSICLE.

(:

ps. the dates and times are according to usa.

i miss dweebie's guitar ):

2007-02-27T15:23:00.000+08:00

I SWEAR LIMEY IS THE BEST TECHER IN THE UNIVERSE.

today he was gg on abt how if the question like asks you how does imagery help to portray or bring across the message/intention of the poet etc, you like say for example the sun blahblahblah the rain blahblahblah then you goup it together and say the images of nature in thepoem bring across the theme of blahblahblah.

then kay was like if yuo have this sentece that you're like analysing and it kinda falls into two broad categories or its like sun rain flower and then suddenly SHADOW then where to put? then hewas like oh you must have a HOLISTIC interpretation, your interpretation of the entire poem must make sense and has to be clea cut blahblahblah. then he was like kayleigh do you understand? then kay out of courtesy she was like uhhuh but im wasnt gonna take it sitting down man so i was like mr lim, but you're not answering her question. then ppl grinned at me :D then he was like OKAY for example, the poem you are annotating has uses nature to portray the poets message, so you group them together into big group and write at the end of the paragraph or section all these are under the theme of nature, and the poet uses this theme to bring across the message of blahblahblah. then i was like okay so if after you anaylse the poem then theres this line where the image portrayed (if they're asking abt image) belongs into two categories like nature and people, where do you put it? like in one or both or at the bottom after we write the two paragraphs.

then he was like. OH I CANT TELL YOU THAT COS THATS WAT WE'RE TESTING YOU ON.
like come again wat the heck did you just say? and then he was like. and like i said just now, you must have a HOLISTIC interpretation blahblahblah. then rach and rokhini were like but that STILL doesnt answer the question so i was like mr lim that still doesnt answer te question(!!!) so i repeated what i said all over again. then he was like OH! AT THE BEGINNING! you must put a thesis statement at the beginning of your essay. i trust that all of you know what a thesis statement and how to write one. then kay was gonna like scream at him until rokhini called kay and was like kayleigh, forget it, the guy's just dense. then we broke out into histerical laughter and he got damn pissed. yayy.

2007-02-24T15:23:00.000+08:00

okay i dont care if i get found out but im gg to blog abt it anyway.

ME AND MOONYY DOUBLEYEW EEE ENN TEE OH YOU TEE!

YAYY TWIZZZ LOVEEEE <3>< so moonee you're in the WRONGGG) then she was like 'I NEED TO FIND THE FOUNTAIN!' and 'WHERE IS THE DAMN FOUNTAIN'! and stuffs like that. so we took neos and cheong back to school and i did compo for mep and moony like TRIED unsuccessfully to go outube cos the damn thing wasnt responding.

YAYY WAT AN EVENTFUL DAY!
twizzz is loveeee. <3

2007-02-20T09:45:00.000+08:00

pics to make me feel happier.

CNY PICS.

MEIMAO CLAN! (:

BOB HAIR STYLE IS COOL KKS?

KAY AND SHYUAN!

new member to the meimao clan. peenut are you happy! :D

MEKAYCELESTE! (ps i feel tall xD)

PUNKKK. with FWEAKEE MEIMAOS.

ME KAY XIANMIN! <33

HA! springroll hair. damn cool man.

rachrachclairecelesteme!

shiyinamandarachlizacelesterachme. FUNKAYEE.

AWWW. dweebie remade them!

say hi to sarlotte singh the indian man, moonee and chua dingdong! (:

SHYUANKAYCLAIREME. claire the pretayye ladayyee <3!

claire and limting! (must see limtings shirt)

'note: colour difference (:

kay and celeste!

LITTLE PEOPLE ARE FASCINATED BY LITTLE THINGS :D

POSER!

POSER TWO!

awwww. he feels left out! ):

EMOMOMO! guess who made it ><

YAYY XIANNIE AND I FEEL TALL DONT WE! <3

rejected! ): pooey.

2007-02-20T05:26:00.000+08:00

i swear I dunno wats her effing problem lahh damnit. All I did was go youtube and watched a music video and she started yelling at me some effing shit about me not doing wat im supp to do and bullshit like that. Like yo I have ALREADY BLOODY FINISHED WAT I NEED TO DO FOR THE HOLS SO LIKE DO YOU MIND CUTTING THAT CRAP OUT. Jeez she just HAS to shout at everyone and make everyone pissed off then shes happy. Then shes like I don’t need to earn so much money and work my ass off for your education I can keep the money for my retirement. Like GO AHEAD KEEP IT I DON’T WANT IT ANYWAYS.

Shithole man.
Damn pissed off.
Im sure TEDDY GEIGER is something bad lahh.
Then she was like if you really like these kinda pop crap than wat for play the piano then Im like wats your friggin bloody problem damnit. Then she came back and said I thought you have a lot of homework like dunno how many zuo wens then I said sry I alr finished both BEFORE the friggin holiday started. You have a problem with that?

Like piss off man.
EFFING BEE EYE TEE SEE HAYTCH.

2007-02-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

Omg today is like damn pissifying I HATE CNY!

Everywhere is like friggin closed and since we don’t have relatives here and my grandparents have like gone to Greece for holiday so its only me mum and dad. What a perfect combination when someone is perpetually pmsing. How exciting.

Then like vivocity taka great world marina square suntec city raffles city bishan centrepoint everywhere is like friggin closed until Tuesday damnit.
So we had to go to our British club to eat dinner. And its not like I don’t like eating there but I just find the place cold. Like the cold feeling not the literal one.

And when we were almost there like damn psycho cos I was smsing shaunnie then we was like have you eaten? Then we passed by pasta fresca de Salvatore and their slogan is like have you eaten lol.

CNY IS TOTAL BULLSHIT.

2007-02-17T08:58:00.000+08:00

BACKTRACK.

TUESDAY.

orientation for secones!

IT WAS FUNFUN.

we played table soccer at first!

me and SOPHIA SOH SER YEE and aera held hands and were the defence team (: (Y)

then in front of us was mic and joanne (wrong pair to put together hahahaha).

anw like twice joanne had the ball between her legs then i kicked it out from in between yayy i own.

then we swapped partners i went with maggie cos she needed someone to keep up with her and stuffs but it was damn cool lahh she scored a goal woots.

then we played REAL SOCCER of course anyhow kick lahh we havent learnt soccer yet so it was like fun.

then anyhow kick here kick there but i managed to score one goal!

with three people defending me.

yayy.

then selena's (dunno if right sp) goal damn tyco cos kathy was the goal keeper but because of something she ran away so selena just kicked slowly and the ball rolled in haha. yayy we own :D

then we pigged out in the bach room.

WEDNESDAY.

omg today sucked.

CHINESE OPERA AT SOME RANDOM MIDDLE STREET PLACE.

first we had to sing in the constipated voice and me and mic were just mouthing the words cos michy (tan) was on my left and she was doing a splendid job in covering us up.

then came the shit part where we had to do actions.

i tell you they are gayer then guy holding hands.

I FELT FRIGGIN NAUSAEUS AND FELT LIKE PUKING AND MY GOOSEBUMPS FELL ALL OVER THE FLOOR.

walao i tell you ultimate gayness.

i CANNOT FRIGGIN STAND CHINESE OPERA.

THURSDAY.

nothing much except that we've given up on cmps and we're doing rs now.

and since sohyenglin wants me to blog about her i shall yayy.

ANW SITTING BEHIND THE SOH RESPONSIBLE IS DAMN FUN LAHH YAYY I CAN SIT BEHIND HER FOR ANOTHER THREE WEEKS.

yayy just that we always miss the startings and always play wrong. then she swap cellos with me then kena the four solos then i played on her squeaky cello haha.

oh and i think it was today that we went to the clc and had math pt briefing.

and i shant elaborate on what happened there though it was damn funny lahh and we like died laughing.

oh yes i forgot.

I WAS FREAKED OUT.

haha xD

FRIDAY.

cny celebrations. yayy the prcs in our class danced very well good job! (:

but the rest of the celebrations were like 'the most pathetic one i've ever seen' quoting kay. but its our school lahh what do you expect. ooh the co was damn pro! (:

and both of us were trying so hard to spy on you-know-who to see how she spun her pen but everytime she'll like spin the way we want twice and change back to the one jo knows how. rawr.

then we had like class party and stuffs and dweebie was like trying to remould the little blue tack guys rach made and she was like making them GAY and emo and stuffs. wait pics first (:

okayy this is the original figure (VERY FIRST FIGURINE) and my date for valentines day.

he's damn hot okayy

more guys. (:

and MORE guys. (: we were like having a meimao clan (:

FOUR GUYS! (celestine asked if they were penguins haha)

yayy my vday stuffs! so COOL AND HOT AND NICE YAYY.

i lurbss you all my friends worxx.

shit i hate kodak easyshare im sure easy share the damn thing is like not opening -.-

and my friggin msn is like screwed cos i clicked on the virus last time and my norton is expired -.-

so im damn pissed off and i alr prac 4.5h still not enough i prac the pieces twice each alr DOUBLEYOU TEE EFF.

so yea.

doubleyouteeeff. go figure. at least i can bet a million bucks if she finds this she cant read this.

like im alr gg to rpac cello! whats your friggin problem man. hurpmf. shithole.

EYE DEE EYE OH TEE EYE SEE ):

&i would love to bring you down-.

2007-02-11T06:21:00.002+08:00

i teach you how to speak engarleesh okay?

ABOUT IT: abourit.
GET IT: gerit.
TRAVELLING: traverring.
WOBBLING: wobberring.
MUFFLED: muffered.
JOURNAL: journer.

and etcetc.
damn cool right.
i mean damn cool worxx.
and sarlotte singh the indian man was like warao and we died yayy.

valentines day is coming ):

2007-02-11T06:21:00.001+08:00

2007-02-07T15:53:00.000+08:00

310'07! <33

yayy rach drew that!

(no surprises there)

i practiced guitar again today during lunch!

THANK YOU CELESTINE FOR LENDING ME YOUR GUITAR!

(and sorry for koping it during lunch without asking you! xP)

okay i shall post some pics since im too busy to write more.

yayy dweebie is a weirdo (:

OOH LOOKIE HERE.

yayy dweebie's guitar is called raphael!

wat a friggin hot name man.

iloveguitar! <3

yayy.

2007-02-06T14:52:00.000+08:00

FOURTH GUITAR LESSON!

dweebie taught me the chords to graduation!
C-G-Am-E-F-C-F-G!
yayy.
and my hands are not controlling themselves!
and not listening to me >:(
but oh wells.

i practiced for 1/2h at home today!
yayyy.
im getting better teeeeheehee.
ooh and thanks to celestinelizashiim for lending me your guitars in school! <3

oh friggy shit theres like shitloads of homework dang.
and im not working!
pooey.

RACH DREW HER PRETTAYE ROUND GUY IN MY BOOK TODAY!
and i officially call it my bf (rach dont punch me kks)
but my friggin kodak software is like daoing me walao
so i cant transfer the pics!
and thus you cant seemy new bf ><

and thus i am pissed.

nvm i shall go do bio journal later i kena by aldrintee.
.

2007-02-03T17:23:00.000+08:00

bahh didnt go for tll today cos my mum wanted me me to sleep then prac then record so yea. i slept for 1h but i totally died.

screw the damn piano lahh.

2007-02-02T03:23:00.000+08:00

okay i like got home at 10pm from piano lesson and strings and school.
so i was uber pissed.
go figure.

then theres like a shit load of hw and its bloody 11.20pm.
shit im never gonna grow tall damnit.
ooh.

THIRD GUITAR LESSON!
dweebie taught me f bar chord. (actually there was a small lesson on tues cos she taught me E A and a minor i think).
yea.
and i played patience correctly! the beginning lahh.
and dweebie forgot how to play.
haha lalala.

okay i shall go do shit jian bao.
im collecting money from readon tmr!
yayy thanks readon (: now i wont like have 10cents in my wallet haha.
and jonlimguanrong you limpeenut better thank him okay!

toodles. xD

2007-01-28T05:41:00.000+08:00

recap of what has happened the past few days:

the most important day! TUESDAY.
my FIRST LESSON FOR GUITAR!
played on classical guitar todayy.
yayy dweebie is my teacher (: (: (: (:
zomg zomg zomg.

yesyes. uber exciting >.<

next important day! THUSDAY!
my SECOND LESSON FOR GUITAR!
played on acoustic guitar and i BROUGHT HER GUITAR HOME!
its called RAPHAEL btw.
and thats an uber hot name.
if i ever have a son in the future im naming him rafael/raphael.
yayy hot name :D

so yea dweebie 'forgot' to bring home and left it at the back of the class so i was 'being nice' and i brought it home for her.

and OH DEAR ME i forgot to bring on friday! *gasp*
haha (:
what a funny story ><

so yea.

i practiced the 4 chords this morning!
and ytd i found the notes for the beginning of patience!
the fingerings are all uber screwed up but nvm :D
wheeewheeewheeee.

:D

friday was ihg opening ceremony and we had PE in the rain.
hurmph.
but softball was fun!
at least kayleighwee played softball in primary sch haha.
and i cant bloody catch anything for nuts rawr.
but oh wells.

makes them feel they own you better.

2007-01-21T13:36:00.000+08:00

okay its like finally over.
i mean the FIRST obstacle is finally over.
and i still got a bloody thrashing.
like OKAY HONEY I GET THE POINT THAT YALE IS OUT AND THATS NOT GOOD BUT LIKE CHILL.

i sound like baylee hmm.
but yea.
as in it was like totally pissifying. i mean you do fail on the way wat, as if everything is like a sweet pretty bed of roses.
sheesh.

and anw i got my sch shoes alr but theyre bloody pink.
its only a little so quite okay lahh.
rachoon i have a v bad feeling they're the same as yours!
so partners have same adidas shoes haha.
(:

oh i forgot to mention that im darned bloody sick.
and EVERYTHING they wanted me to say to the doctor that i have i have now.
headache crams runny nose allergy cough sight fever.

i bet you its god retribution lahh pls.
ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE.
but i didnt bloody ask lahh damnit.
but oh wells.
i get to sleep a little more so i dont really mind :D

2007-01-19T12:37:00.000+08:00

today i was like finally allowed to go for cip, but cos im sick so i went to the library to help instead of glory childcare centre. and mskranjitkaur, one of kay's best friends (:D), gav me and boon hwee eng names. like hurhur very funny. and then when cip ended at like 12.30 me debb and maji went to long johns at far east for lunch (: needless to say they didnt know abt it. go figure. then after lunch debb took taxi back with me and maji and she stayed for like 45mins until her dad came to pick her.

and this was SO like the last time kay came and she had to hideupstairs outside our house there haha. poor kay. so yea. and the funny thing was that we (me and maji) were afraid that they would call home then nobody picl up then die. but my veryintelligentdad forgot to hang up the phone so it was like on hold for like seven friggin hours. so no worries at all.
teeheehee.

thats why im like even still alive typing this. (:

lalalalalala.

2007-01-17T14:32:00.000+08:00

so shes the one hur.

2007-01-12T17:00:00.000+08:00

okayy i have officially just finished my commnwealth essay.
1331 words!
halleluyah.
praise dweebie and kay for helping so much.

THANKS LOADS DWEEBIE AND KAYLEE.
panyian loves you all uber muchly.
and dweebie you must ans all my questions kayes
and PLEASE dont forget indices by tmr.
theres still more to it!

anw its 1am and im conked out.
nighties

2007-01-10T13:55:00.000+08:00

today was crappyyy.
we had ss AGAIN and mr wolfe picked on my socks rawr.
and i pulled them up high (:
i didnt even FOLD can it just slid down cos its OLD.
but i better not say too much mr wolfe blogsearches x

anw im uber friggin pissed off.
now i have to stay back 4 days a week.
tues thurs fri bloody strings and wed mep.
HOW EXCITING!
in kay's words: dingdingding!
yea right screwthebloodyfrigginhumongouspileofratpoo.

i shall go do my commonwealth and sleep at 10.
and get ready for the SAUDI ARABIAN peeps tmr.
nighties.

2007-01-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

holeymoley schmokes i seriously hail myself as one of the proest people on earth. cos since a long time ago my parents ahve been trying to make me play the piano (parts of the piece where suitable) with my eyes closed. i never rally tried it cos i thought it was quite dumb and only proded musicians do that until today. when i played bach prelude with my eyes closed (cos i was too tired) and i was havin so much fun swaying from side to side that i fell asleep. as inseriously. and co i ahve a bloody bad headache.

and the headache is cos ive been thinking abt wat happened and ll the godamned stupid mistakes iv made, and how i was so ignorant and caught up inmy stuff that led to this final outcome. and cos i was thinking and thinking and thinking and thus i couldnt sleep and thats why i have this goddmned headache (partly).how i wish i could turnback time and change everything that happened.

and now my bloody headache is killing me and damnitscrewedupginormouspileofcowdung. i bet its like retribution for me for letting you down and disappointing you and i really sorry.

shit screw commonwealty essay im so screwed up. oh well the point of school is just to screw us up anw.

what now, you're gone.